The Secret Life Of a Nerd Girl: Beginning Transition

Sep 11, 2008 15 Comments by

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A blogumn by Gudrun Cram-Drach*

An animate creature great and small

Art: Gudrun Cram-Dratch

Art: Gudrun Cram-Dratch

Welcome to Secret Life of a Nerd Girl. I am said nerd girl and, today I’ll let you know where I’m coming from, and next time, perhaps, where I’m going.

When I was 18, I moved to New York City for art school. After a decade-long fruitless pursuit of a career path (see my unpublished works), I decided it was ok to leave my beloved metropolis. I made the only lateral move you can make from New York: To LA.

I’d always wanted to study animation (though before then, not as much as I’d wanted to live in New York) so within the year I relocated to Santa Clarita. I lived in a beige condo with a carport and a pool and drove my 1988 Ford everywhere. I only had eyes for my new school, CalArts.

There is a rumor that CalArts alumnus Tim Burton based Edward Scissorhands on Santa Clarita. A world of gossiping faceless suburbo-bots with a magical house on the hill full of freakish wonder. The real story is, in 1960 Walt and Roy Disney had the idea to teach visual and performing arts under one roof. They merged the Chouinard Art Institute (the school that had trained some of Disney’s best draftsmen) and the Los Angeles Conservatory of Music, and by 1970, poof, the house on the hill.

There are now two animation departments, Character Animation, created as a training farm for the studios, and the one with the fine arts approach, Experimental Animation. The way I’ve always understood it, Walt asked our founder Jules Engel (who was still there when I started in 2002 but has since passed away) to create the experimental department to siphon off the weirdo artists. Now that I read the CalArts history, that scenario is impossible as Walt died 4 years before Jules came on board. Still, I like to think we were deliberately rejected by Walt himself, or at least quarantined to keep our crazy ideas from the real animators.

Most international animation can be considered “experimental” as it is a broad pickup category for work that falls outside the American studio system. People from my department work as commercial directors, they go to animation festivals, and direct their own low budget features (some of them are very successful too, but that’s another blog).

I graduated in 2007, and I’m not sure what I am doing. Over the next few months I’ll be discussing my search for happiness as an animator in LA. I’ll discuss how riotously fun it is to be single in my mid-thirties in LA, and how my resistance to “selling out” (read, having a stable job working for the ‘man’) will lead me to a pauper’s grave. Stay tuned!

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*All of the Current Mood Photos in the sidebar are by Gudrun Cram-Drach


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In addition to running Fierce and Nerdy, Ernessa T. Carter is the author of 32 CANDLES, a romantic comedy that is totally worth buying.
  • http://stinkyjunior.blogspot.com/ Amy QOTWF

    Viva La Resistance! Don’t get a stupid stable job like the rest of us nerds, it’ll kill your nerd-dom and your soul. Stay Strong Sister!

  • http://stinkyjunior.blogspot.com/ Amy QOTWF

    Viva La Resistance! Don’t get a stupid stable job like the rest of us nerds, it’ll kill your nerd-dom and your soul. Stay Strong Sister!

  • http://stinkyjunior.blogspot.com/ Amy QOTWF

    Viva La Resistance! Don’t get a stupid stable job like the rest of us nerds, it’ll kill your nerd-dom and your soul. Stay Strong Sister!

  • http://rhubarbpie.typepad.com/rhubarbpie Scheherazade

    You can always come home to Maine and we’ll welcome you as our big city heroine.

    Can’t wait to read the adventures.

  • http://rhubarbpie.typepad.com/rhubarbpie Scheherazade

    You can always come home to Maine and we’ll welcome you as our big city heroine.

    Can’t wait to read the adventures.

  • http://rhubarbpie.typepad.com/rhubarbpie Scheherazade

    You can always come home to Maine and we’ll welcome you as our big city heroine.

    Can’t wait to read the adventures.

  • Claudia

    Believe it or not it sounds like you’ve had a magical life! Live it up Nerd Girl!

  • Claudia

    Believe it or not it sounds like you’ve had a magical life! Live it up Nerd Girl!

  • Claudia

    Believe it or not it sounds like you’ve had a magical life! Live it up Nerd Girl!

  • Laurent

    International fandom all set! ready to read your next adventures! Go for it, girl!

  • Laurent

    International fandom all set! ready to read your next adventures! Go for it, girl!

  • Laurent

    International fandom all set! ready to read your next adventures! Go for it, girl!

  • gudrun

    Thanks everybody for your support! I’m on the east coast right now composing my next installment — that’s my excuse for not responding sooner but if you look at the calendar and my travel dates it doesn’t really hold up… ANY hoo

    Stay tuned! xo

  • gudrun

    Thanks everybody for your support! I’m on the east coast right now composing my next installment — that’s my excuse for not responding sooner but if you look at the calendar and my travel dates it doesn’t really hold up… ANY hoo

    Stay tuned! xo

  • gudrun

    Thanks everybody for your support! I’m on the east coast right now composing my next installment — that’s my excuse for not responding sooner but if you look at the calendar and my travel dates it doesn’t really hold up… ANY hoo

    Stay tuned! xo

Current Mood: LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!